and i love you

SHOCKING HAPPY
guess what
guess what i see upon my home return
its my grandma, mother side
mommy pull me aside saying grandma come because of smtg, grandma become seriously forgetful than ever, ask me to help to cheat grandma that our house is rented and grandma must stay so it wont waste?.. zzz
well, grandma remember my name!! cool
she call me when i return.. wow..
but she dun remember whether i had return home when i go in room and come out room
its okay
i have to teach grandma to play mahjong as this can help alzheimer's disease , grandma is so good, she say im still studying, and i dun allow to touch the dominoes.. T_T
grandma have to sleep early, i duno why...
when im having dinner at kitchen.. grandma suddenly come out.. she say something weird.. she say she must return home or else grandpa will hit her.. i duno what makes her say this
i guess grandma staying here bcoz the argument btw grandma and grandpa.. maybe includes violent..
grandpa is better than grandma in health, grandpa dun really have alzheimer's disease
once i remember grandma told something to me when she is way better before..
she said grandpa was a bad husband last time, grandpa gamble, grandpa drink, grandpa hit..
grandma said she work hard in order to earn money to raise up 3 daughters 2 sons..
grandma said all the family income mostly come from her bcoz grandpa's has all lose out in gamble
its a real real story that its too sad to live in..
grandma ure always my "great" grandma.. my always..

taken when she is sleeping


FOLLOW UP BY DARK COMPLAINT .. THIS IS MY GRANDMA AND MY MA

NOVEMBER BOYS
this is banana and chun guan birthday
had alot of fun hanging with kampar buds
will forever remember them
great frenzz


CUP OF LIFE
this is a cup of milo
before it become milo it just a plain water
just like baby.. plain.. pure.. innocent
when baby growing up.. to children.. adult..
they will go thru alot of things which added into the water
sugar would be sweet.. sugar can be described as happy things but bad (if excessive)like smoking, clubbing
milk would be nicest.. happy things and good things like first love
while koko would be bitter thing but it contain experience...
so added together it become a milo..
where it is dark in colour but nice to consume
milo

lifecycle

life is divided into few cycles
toddler, children, teenagers, adults, middle-age, old man
thats the major
primary - secondary - tertiary - dating - marriage
thats the half major
strangers - friends - close friends - couple - break/married
thats the minor but important

GOOGLELENGLUI
hei hei hei
i am google gal
i can swim, talk, run, see, breath in the water
dont scared dont scared
i am a good good angel
protect the earth from harm
hei ya hei ya googlegal is here


its me AGAIN
long time no see
how ya doing
i hope u all doing well and keep on going with life
life goes on

SADDY

STANDING ALONE
i am here standing alone once more
who will be standing next to me
who will be the next one
be lonely as it be
i will keep on wanting and waiting
shit! my leg is cramping
someone please appear

life is so fragile.......

life in this world is so fragile
life can easily gone.. in anyway.. anytime
just like that.........
try to imagine
back to the old dayz
life at war, you go for war, leaving behind ur wife and ur 8 years old son.. with love
and u battle at there, people shoot u, or u hit by bomb, and all of that. youre gone
with full of feeling of love in ur heart, ur memories with ur family, ur fully grown man.. just like that, you doom
thats only for soldiers.. how about when enemy attack your village.. few bombs.. might kill all, might kill half
losing half of your family is that enuff
family like one father one mother one 10 years old son one 6 years old daughter
father go for war, live or dead still unknown to the family.. mother got killed during enemy attack at the village.. leaving the son and daughter
as u know, at the old dayz, every family is just have enuff food or maybe not enuff..
how suppose a 10 years old boy have money to live and to care a sister..
they dont even have house to live, they have to find.. u know those big big drain and put some cardboard and just sleep there or maybe finding some cave to hide in..
the 10 years old boy would not have enuff potential or time to work as he needed to take care of his sister all the time..
he might go and steal some farm fruit and vegetables..
but it will eventually get caught anyway..
leaving his sister lack of nutrition.. his sister might just died in the cave..
thats the war story..
how about those who killed during sudden robbery?
sank ship...
house burn...
car accident
natural disaster and alot more u gonna name it
really really.. live life to the fullest.. always..
you duno when its going to be your turn
you wont know when is the day you just gone..
appreciate everything and remember help everyone as you can
those who less fortunate than you
never ever always drink expensive cocktails as people dont even have clean water to consume
never always bath for hours as people needed to wait for rain to drop
never ever always buy expensive blouse as people dont even have normal cloth
never ever always eat expensive food as people dont even have rice to eat
always be polite to people no matter how bad answer you will give
i hope my word will have you understand the meaning of human

LIGHT IN LIFEEEE

DEEPAVALI FEAST
i dont have to say much
you will want it anyway
specialty from my neighbour
owh...




My always Favorites
this is the game that i always spend with my ipoh buddies
its good tho
it helps ur accuracy
ur intelligence
and ur waist flexibility
and there hv alot of ipoh chicks
check tha' out



GANYAN
oh this is the light..
owhh shinning thru my eyes and my smiling bright teeth
this is gan yan kin fei
he is the most cheerful guy in my group
and he have a very good sense of understanding
people hv more lights in the life when he is there
Happy Deepavali to the nation and world

if only.......

if only i was graduated now..
if only i was capable
if only i have cash at bank and in hand..
im sure this one will be real flourishing..
this concept appear to me while i was in lecture class
teacher ask something about "ok now class, who is Nokia's Partner? do it in discussion and present it 10 minutes later"
i wish i can send a sms to some company and get immediately reply of some easy information..
thats what i wish i can build of...
~*A google sms*~
imagine ure charging 50cent per sms.. wao.. one day 1000 ppl in malaysia use this service..
im richer than pig head xD
i am gonna do tat.. im gonna do tat

purple

firstly i was shocked...
i always check frenster testi but i have got none for average 3 weeks
the funniest thing was..
2 weeks b4 bday.. i got like 30-40 testi....
what is the trend
i really have no idea
but anyway thx
but still one words
appreciate those who celebrate wit u in real life


SKYONLINE KAMPAR
this is sky territory
sky changed their this screen to another wider bigger screen
but personally
i still prefer the small one


MOUNTAIN
i am proud to be part of perak
to be proud in ipoh
where whole city is surrounded by limestone hills
its so nice
especially the scenic from toproof jusco


MY every One Month
today is the 2nd appointment with my dentist
phew
thats the view i going to view for the past 12 months ;p



Fantastic People
this is chun guan
he get the best result among my group
people respect him
he humble to people
hes one of the those who can play all day long but still remain clever in studies


this is teck kiat
hes the most intelligent people among our group
hes good at games
specifically Dota
no one has stand after him
remain quiet
but talk greatly than any other people do when it hits the time