Thursday, January 31, 2008

dating tips

ive been receiving all this in my email since 2 years ago
what this expert say i think its real and reliable
i tried several tips and it works
now he is having a blog and if anyone out there wanna be successful with girls
read it and action it
click here

i will put it on the side column there for my readers future reference
Good Luck

latte work

Wednesday, January 30, 2008

malaysia, world's eye

i am so amazed and proud that malaysia now is on the eye of world
recently, many overseas and western talk about malaysia
and the most latest one is in Yahoo
where they talk about now world's largest shopping mall are located in Asia,
China, Malaysia, Philiphine and India is having it all
Malaysia under Prime Minister Abdullah Ahmad Badawi is totally amazing
simply proud to be Malaysian
i will continue support you Prime Minister
go on and do the best for us

for more information, click here

speechless....

you may sound nice, you may sound sweet
but u will never know the meaning of your words will hurt someone
you may have good intention, you may not mean to do it
but sometimes it just happen like tat

there is this case in my home just now
my mom have a friend (A) in the house, as they were chatting, suddenly another my mom's fren (B) come in, actually three of them are friends anyway.. (all women)

this new people come in and say

(B) : wah so long time no see you A, you so fat already one

(A) : Huh?

(B) : come and lets weight it up (finding my house weighting machine)

At this time, (B) stand on it 1st and say, wah, ah mei (my mom's name), your weighting machine spoil already one ar? why i weighted so thin one..

Actually both A and B are fat women, damn it
sarcastic at 1st, and then self-praised at the end...zz
totally speechless...

the week b4 CNY








house preparation, cleaning, maintaining, decoration, moods are popping here and then in this week b4 CNY, time passes real quick, as if last CNY its just like yesterday
yet the feeling to celebrate it all over again is amazing, cant wait to receive red packets and gamble, and also eat various foods
owh, how great..
i hope people out there have the same mood too, as what im feeling

Monday, January 28, 2008

big money

i want to earn big money, the more the better, the faster the better, the easier the better

life without money now is really a big problem, you cannot enjoy anything, with big money i can go to travel, i can get beautiful girls, i can even make the people around me happy

i wanna let my family live to the fullest, i wanna let my parents enjoy the rich life, i wanna a good car, i wanna a france dog, i wanna live in a bigger better house
i wanna buy things without looking at the tag, i wanna catch up latest world technology, i wanna eat anything i feel i want to eat

i do not want my life stacked in the work life of 9am-5pm, i wanna be my own boss, i wanna rest whenever i like, and i wanna work whenever i feel want to, i wanna do things i like

i wanna treat my fren to the best, i wanna bring my lover out there to see the world, i wanna be famous, i wanna be kind and helpful to the society, i wanna do charity, i wanna help those people in Africa and Burma

i wanna live life without money stress..............

i am thinking...

i am wondering if anyone out there likes reading blog
i am really really confuse..
famous blog such like blackinkorea, nicolekiss, str8tothepoint have receive no comments or maybe comments not more than 10, they are all star icon, especially growing point blanc, the webcounter showing 44k ppl have viewed the page, 2k something have viewed the profiles, but really, there is just no comments, maybe only 1 or 2..
nicolekiss blog appeared in the most well known english paper TheStar few weeks ago, but the comments just never reach more than 50.. there are 28 million people in malaysia, and the percentage is just 0.00000001%
can someone out there tell me whats the problem?

100 posts

this is my 100 posts, and i would like to talk about my past experience in love, i wanted to disclose things that are hidden beneath in my heart all this while

i started to dating as young as 13 years old, the 1st girl i woo-ed is a popular chick by then, everyone wanted to get her but in the end its in my hand, i dont know what makes her fall for me but then i know i have the skills and techniques to do so.

my relationship with her wasnt long, it were just 2 weeks, but the feeling was wonderful, puppy love? yea cool, walkin in the rain, goin merry ground at night, hands being holded for the 1st time, its so sweet and pure

after the broke up, i dont feel sadness, because i know i can go for another, i tried on another one girl, unsurprisingly, i got her, i started to develop this hobby, which is courting girls, and im very into it and i learn and i improve each time
i even can turn the girls into fighting for me, i felt power...

i even tried to woo someone elder than me 4 years at that time, i was just 14, but shes already 18, i got her, i could feel everything is under my control, these was the days...

sometimes im too bored i pick up the telephone, i simply dialed a number to a stranger, if the voices sounds like a pretty girl, i will talk to her and make friends, you might not believe, but i got them to be my gf after just 2 hours or 2 calls

at that time, i can approach anyone i like even in real life, or i think i can court superstars.. silly? i am, but this is really my mind, i never failed to do anything especially in love life

and at the age of 15, i found my true love(which i think till now shes still my true love), but i never realized she was, i can talk almost anything with her, everyday from 9pm to 2-3am, thats nearly 6 hours of phone talk!! and we will never run out of topics, i made her laugh, i made her cry, i made her feel in love, and im happy to do all that, every moment with her or without her i am deeply in love with her, no one ever can give me this kind of feeling..

but due to my naughtiness and mischievous at that time, im a flower heart prince, besides dating with her, i have 6 more gf, one leg on 6 boats, isnt now u thinking its a joke? but it is NOT a joke, i really have tat many gf, and i even can court more at one time, those were the days

But anyway, i met someone who is as pretty as angel, as cute as any children can never be, as caring as sweet even more than my mom at my age of 16, i left everyone and started seeing this girl,i even left the one i found at age 15, i left her on valentine's day, now i think back its a real cruel

and with this new found girl, i am really happy or i am faked it out? but i go on every days with joy and fun, both of us were virgins at that time, and we losses it at one early morning, shes the 1st one i made love with, the feelings was great, but the love not really tat great, but then i feel more committed as we already made love.. but the feeling is not same as the girl at age of 15

my relationship ended in a year of time with this new girl, because i am too into other things at that time, online game was it.. in my mind i just feel like i can get any girls i want anyway even the breakups

but that is not as simple as it be, i courted several girls but the feeling is not that wonderful i expected, i trying to find some feeling between like the age of 15 and 16, but none of the gurls can give me that, from then i know i lost somethings precious, i started to feel sadness, shortly i fall into depression, i do not know why

all the skills and techniques i posses started to dropout tremendously, i feel lifeless, my love life has come to an end, i was thinking is it because of my "players" attitude, or was it my never appreciate attitude, i do not know, i can't be as free to court girls anymore, it is not same like those days i can get the girls, even till now i forgot the figures of how many EX i have

i fall into depression for 2 years, life is really bad, everything dont work out, but i endure, i recovered recently and i was promising myself to get a good love and to be as faithful as can it be, but i just brush out to be a player again, i felt this attitude is growing with me and i cant remove it

now i just hope someone can change my this kind of attitude, someone who will never give up of me and pulling me back whenever i go out seeing another girl
where is the this one? i am still hoping for the day of her arrival..

Sunday, January 27, 2008

GOOD THINGS TO FOLLOW

Photo clues lead to camera's owner

At dusk on New Year's Eve, Erika Gunderson got into a taxi in New York City and entered a digital-age mystery.

Sitting on the back seat was a nice Canon digital camera. Gunderson asked the driver which previous passenger might have left it, but the cabbie didn't seem to care. So Gunderson brought it home and showed it to her fiance, Brian Ascher. They decided that the only right thing to do was to find the owner.

But how? The only clues were the pictures on the camera: typical tourist snapshots, complete with a visit to the Statue of Liberty. How could they find a stranger among the huddled masses?

Gunderson is busy in finance for Bear Stearns Cos., so the detective quest fell to Ascher, a 26-year-old law student at New York University. He was on winter break and eager to put off writing a paper about climate change treaties.

He checked whether anyone had reported a matching missing camera to the city's Taxi and Limousine Commission. No dice. He placed ads in lost-and-found sections of Craigslist but got just one response — from a couple in Brazil who had lost a camera in a cab on Oct. 12, not Dec. 31.

"I guess they thought their camera had been riding around in a taxi for two months," Ascher recalls now, chuckling at the notion that such a thing would be possible in New York.

The 350 pictures and two videos on the camera showed several adults, an older woman and three children. Half put them at New York sites like the Empire State Building. The other half had the group enjoying warm weather and frolicking at kid-friendly theme parks.

Ascher easily pinpointed Florida. The group had stood in front of a sign indicating Clearwater, Fla., and posed at Bob Heilman's Beachcomber Restaurant there.

They also took a pirate-themed boat ride where the kids got mustaches painted on their faces. Ascher zoomed in on the group to see name tags on their shirts. He spotted an Alan, an Eileen, a male Noel and a female Noelle, plus a Ciarnan. Under their names was written "IRE."

When Ascher checked the videos, he saw nothing telling, just the children dancing and swimming. But in the background, he heard Irish accents.

OK, Ascher figured, the camera's owner is from Ireland.

Ascher called Canon's Ireland division to see if anyone had registered the $500 camera's serial number. No such luck. He posted ads on Irish Web sites. Nothing.

He checked the date stamp on the photos from Bob Heilman's and called to inquire whether anyone remembered serving a big Irish group that day. Without the diners' last names, there was no way to check. It's a nice thing you're trying, the manager told Ascher, but you probably just found yourself a new camera.

Enter some fresh eyes. Ascher's mother, Nancy, and sister, Emily Rann, scoured the pictures for clues he might have missed. Nancy was particularly confident, having reunited people with their lost belongings before. She once found a California woman's wallet in a cab in Florence, Italy, and spent all day on her trail before making a handover at an American Express office.

"I thought, with all this data in the camera, there's no way we're not going to get it back to them," Nancy Ascher says now. "I was hoping it wasn't going to take a trip to Ireland, flashing their pictures everywhere."

Ascher's mother and his sister noticed that one of the pictures showed a doorman helping someone into a New York taxi. Zooming tight on the doorman's uniform, they made out the logo of the Radisson Hotel.

After several phone calls and a visit to the hotel to show the pictures around, Nancy Ascher persuaded an employee to search the Radisson's guest records by first name and country of residence. Indeed, a Noel from Ireland had stayed there on the date stamped on the photo. Nancy Ascher charmed the hotel employee into sharing the guest's e-mail address.

Wonderful.

Except that when Noel responded to Brian Ascher, he said he hadn't lost a camera.

By now, school was resuming, and Ascher was prepared to give the camera to his mom so she could take over. She had figured out the name of the Florida pirate-boat cruise and was trying to reach its operator.

But first Ascher took a final look at the photographs.

He pored over some from Dec. 30 that didn't include the children. The photos showed signs for bars in Manhattan's East Village: The Thirsty Scholar, Telephone Bar, Burp Castle. There also were multiple interior shots of a tavern, but they didn't seem to fit with what Ascher knew of those other three bars.

Then he stopped on another picture, showing two people outside an apartment building. Seemingly accidentally included in the picture was something Ascher had missed the first time: an awning in the background that read "Standings." Aha! Standings is a bar next to Burp Castle. Ascher checked its Web site, and the interior matched the pictures on the camera.

Ascher found Standings' owner, who reached the bartender who had worked Dec. 30. Yes, he recalled an Irish group. Especially because one of the women was a big tipper and said she worked at another New York City bar, Playwrights. The Standings bartender called Playwrights to ask which employees had been in his bar.

Ascher soon got an e-mail from a woman named Sarah Casey, whose sister Jeanette works at Playwrights. Suddenly everything Ascher had seen on the camera came to life.

The Caseys recently had hosted relatives and friends from Ireland. The group included their friend Alan Murphy, who had journeyed to Florida with family before heading to New York, where the clan stayed at the Radisson. (Their Noel was not the Noel whom Ascher e-mailed.) Murphy ended the trip kicking himself for leaving his camera in a cab in the twilight on New Year's Eve.

Sarah Casey agreed to send it to him. It didn't go to Ireland but to Sydney, Australia, where Murphy lives now.

Murphy, an insurance underwriter, had been devastated to lose the pictures from a trip he had planned for years. It was Jan. 10 — his 34th birthday — when he heard he would be getting the photos back. "I was over the moon," he says now. "Best present ever."

"I owe you one," he wrote to Ascher. "It's good to know there are some honest people left in the world."

Adapted from Yahoo!

i never thought theres these kind of ppl, i will do the same but not until tat much they did, big claps for them, may God bless them

blog shifting

i will delete the www.derrickthought.blogspot.com(about my thinking of the world) and move all the contents in here due to simpler and easier way for people to view it.
have a look those who still didnt read any of it.

FACTS OF TECHNOLOGY
citizens that live in modern city but don't have modern equipment will lead to depression or deeper the depression

For example : a person who live in big city where everyone has astro but the person dont have.


FACTS OF OWNSELF
a wisdom and intelligent person determined by the action he did that he can know what will be the later effects of his doing

For example : Tony say something to Andy, and Andy right away change his own decision and follow to Tony's


FACTS OF MASTERMIND
a real mastermind will be able to manage a big company that have a thousand or million of workers, no matter what, he will know how to make profit and able to expand the businesses, with just a single mind

For example : A man that can manage a company till it is succeed and listed


FACTS OF FOOD
French Potato (ubi kentang) is heaven foods

For example : try to consume it when ure hungry ;)


FACTS OF MIND
listening is dumb, judging is wise
However, if a judger judge wrongly and make ppl's life miserable then he is dumber

For example : a dad that cannot differentiate and use the power of a dad to their children makes the children miserable


FACTS OF UNUNITED
Ununited can make parties to disperse, this bring disadvantages to both spilters

For example : a son left a family because theres unfairness in the family, son will lose a family, family will feel depress and regret


FACTS OF INCOMPATIBILITY
Incompatible makes depression
So, dont force yourself to compatible to others because compatibility is natural thingy

For example : A couple that is incompatible in natural will be forever incompatible, so dont force yourself no matter how good your partner's conditions are


FACTS OF LIFE
if one day u wake up, you dont feel what you live for, what is your life road, you just feel blank and feel useless, den try to set your motive of life to make people happy, try to make people happy by compliment them, to agree with them, to tell them you understand them, this is the most simple and most meaningful motive of life

*no example* just use ur bloody imagination


FACTS OF IMAGINATION
your own world is what you limit yourself
if you wan a big fuss in ur life
u feel boring
try making a big big issue today
u will feel the big fuss tomorrow
i mean really.. big fuss ;p


FACTS OF PERSPECTIVE
what you see in other people is what he is in your world
One people image is what you set in your brain
So set what you want them to be so you will always be in control

For example : she see me as perfect lover, you see me as playboy


FACTS OF FEELING
sometimes what you feel might not what you expect others feel as well
so don't put so much expectation to reduce your sadness

for example ; the boy thought the girl is ready, but she is not actually


FACTS OF DECISION
no matter what decision u made, whatever decision u made, never look back
u will definitely regret
so just hold on ur decision and walk

for example ; u can try making a decision now, and look back

Saturday, January 26, 2008

FIXED SPECIES

there are two kinds of girls in a relationship
1st. faithful and stupid
2nd. faithful and smart

1st type. girls naturally will be faithful to love no matter how the guy's personality and looks, but this type of girl have fallen for the wrong guy and yet they still want to be faithful, wrong as in bad guys, having affairs guy.. as bad as u can think of;
or either the guy is good, but the relation aint working out, always have argument and disappointment yet the girl still dont want to let go

2nd type. faithful also, and know how to understand their bf, got themselves a good bf and smart bf, know how to treat their bf and understand the bf needs and wants, always know what to do next when bf is unhappy and know how to surprise and make bf happy, but once the guy has another affair, or done something really really bad, or started dun love them anymore, the gf will then leave the boy and let sadness to bear by alone, and soon started to seeing other guy and move on.

these two types of girl actually are demanded 50% 50%, some might say they want the 1st type, some might say they want the 2nd type, depends on the guy preference anyway
if i were to choose.. i would like to choose.. "the girl who had gone thru the 1st type and now has become 2nd type" understand?

means history 1st type future 2nd type, having both elements. 1st type would be a reminder and lessons and 2nd type would be life implementation :)

crash.........




i dont know how to start, but starting anyway

start from yesterday, me and boo went to gua tambun, the historical cave in the world, upon goin there, we need to go thru a playground, a long horse stable, some muddy grass and more than hundreds stair.. walking there was a challenge, because you need to becareful with the horse, if it run and bang us, thats it, you can see us in TheStar memorandom tomorrow.. and the mountain-cave itself its real danger, real steepness and real thrilling, these are some of the pictures taken


Notice the cave surface red drawing, its more than 3000 years ago!!!

DONG DONG DONG
My neighbour are indians, they are having some kind of ceremony, it look great and happy, and my family is invited! we always have talks and laughs oftenly.
I found out they and their relatives or maybe Indian communities likes to wear gold necklace, even children as young as age 5 also have one, in fact all of them have it
this is the picture, i manage to capture 3 people only from far, as i am only hiding to capture lolx


Negative Padini Concept Store
this is today incident, i persuaded my mom to bring me to this store to get some cny clothes, you know, i am 20 this year and i think i should dress more formal for the cny, so finally mom brought me in, my target would be the on sales 50% formals, and after discounted it also costs around rm60-rm70. i tried the cloths and pants anyway, because this is my family tradition, whenever want parents to buy for you, you must tried out and show them, while i was trying, my mom was outside browsing other suitable formals for me, then my mom saw a signboard showing "rm19". The formals all there looks like not very good goods, and it was not well arranged, but cluttering, just like those in Pasar Malam.. My mom then took some formals from there and bring it to the fitting room for me with saying "RM19 only.. i can buy more for you" I was like.. "OH" and tried out.. since it was rm19, i chooses 2 cloths and 2 pants, it was a happy-merry for me.. Padini-SEED formals only rm19, the pants needed to be cut because the length are too long, so after trying and measuring everything, it took me around 1 hour++ to proceed to the counter to pay, upon reaching there, the cashier scan the code and it show rm29.90 for the cloths, i was like wtf?.. and i said it is only rm19, the cashier and then told me "Oh, its not rm19, its from rm19 onwards.." i looked at her and think awhile, its ok, only + rm10.. the next thing she scan are be the pants, RM79.90 for one piece, at this moment, i felt cheated.. i felt like a fool, if you were put it in ranging from 19.00, how could it be so far until reaching rm79.90? RM60 in between? WTF, if like that i rather go to get the 50% where after discount also around RM60 and its packed, ironed, newer, employee assisted and not like the items are put like rubbish piles, where no employee are assisted at the corner, and all the cloths are not ironed and it looked like defected goods
I paid the money and I left, and at the same time i peeped at the rm19 signboard. the "from" word is smaller than 50cent coin, I swear i will never ever buy anything from Padini anymore neither their sub-brand. Brand Image Gone Bad

Friday, January 25, 2008

the last day of Bill Gates in Microsoft



seriously i never thought Bill Gates, the world's richest man is that hilarious, watch this video, especially the part, "what are you expecting? Superman? 'Ching'" lolx

Thursday, January 24, 2008

one fine day

be steady and relax
and you will have total confidence.. when someone have total confidence.. everything will be coming on track and its all under control.. life would be peaceful and good.
actually, one person should set a goal for themselves, start it with a simple goal and try to achieve it, the feeling would be above heaven.. never give up to obtain the goal and you will tend to set a stronger.. longer goal.. that is life satisfaction

Wednesday, January 23, 2008

12 more hours!!

and i will be dead.. facing the most difficult exam.. the most straight lecturer.. what am i gonna do?.. her subject are 100% theory.. steps steps steps..i dont care zz..

what do you guyz think about electronic product?.. how much u will rate yourself of the knowledge electronic in the world?.. 1 out of 10.. now try

I am sure you wont rate yourself 10/10.. visit this website www.engadget.com and you will have full knowledge of technology in the world.

It updates faster than you go toilet to pee.. check it yourself so you wont get outdated.

There is a new type of handphone under research.. where you will no longer need to charge it, because your body temperature will.. sounds really really cool.. one of the news in that website. check it dear readers

happy Thaipusam

today is a holiday, for you and me, and especially for kl frenz out there.. its your first time holiday for Thaipusam and it wont be last :)

I discovered something in my mind recently.. actually girls are very troublesome.. girls are the reason why we have psychology in this world, Can u imagine how much time and money a man needed to spend to win a girls heart?.. sometimes they get nothing, sometimes they get it but being played and dumped into serious depression

There are a lot of magazines in the world, instructor, dating couch, and many more dying to tell out how to court a girl, how to win her heart, what are the magic words?, what should you do when the girls are... bla bla bla.. all of these are man powers.

Actually winning a girl hearts.. is really simple as abc.. that is to be yourself.. lolx im being one of the dating couch here as well.

Really try it, remember you cannot chase all the girls in the world, this is a fact... so dont put much hope on one girl, just being yourself the girl will come to you.

Tuesday, January 22, 2008

dear readers..

From now on, i will try to change my blog structured..
some of my reader say my blog is complicated and hard to read.. and i also think that way.. hahaha

ok.. now the blog will be mostly about myself.. my life.. everything about me.. it will be jz like an online diary for me.

I hope the other readers of my blog can accept it.. continue to support me.. i will continue to blog for those who interested to know about me.

hehehehe.. blogging about myself sounded like real gay.. but anyway.. expressing myself is a good exercise too.. can atleast cut down some of lifes' stress. You readers should do this too.. if you all have blog.. please share it in the comment there.

Thursday is my final exam for a marketing research paper.. sounded cool huh?.. its all about memorizing anyway.. im getting sick of it.. i wonder why dont the tertiary education just come out with a memory course.. where teach us to memorize and develop our brain.. its real.. you memorize for the exam.. and after the exam.. you will forget everything.. whats the point?..

If i were the Ministry Education.. i am sure i will change everything.. schools would be like school of actor, school of music, school of anything everything.. from 7 years old kid.. they will be graduating maybe in 1 or 2 years time.. and then they can continue to study in what school they want.. isnt that cool?.. but i am sure i will get protested everyday from opposition hahahaha..

OK.. i am getting lazy about memorizing things.. i really dont feel like memorize it.. but anyway i think i can manage to do it by tomorrow.. thats why i decided to accept my friends invitation to go out yum cha now.. i think they will be coming to fetch me in few more minutes.. tonight will be yum cha.. snooker.. see gurlz.. hahahaha.. thats life but not that Memorize thing lolx..

ok thats what i mean about changing the blog structure.. from now on i will be bloggin like this.. support me ya my supportive readers~*

Sunday, January 20, 2008

wtf?.....



flowermoney - creative idea from nicolekiss.blogspot.com

Saturday, January 19, 2008

something normal

its going to be the same old boring post again..
this is what i see......
when you have something in your hand.. something good..
actually there will be another thing more good in somewhere else..
but because of your "scared of losing" or "scared regret" attitude..
so u jz forgone all those opportunity running around
for someone who can take it.. its easy.. "chinese proverb"
but letting go one thing is real difficult..
able to take it able to put it down.. dun take it if you cant let it go..
serious advice thats passed to us from generations to generations.. probably alot of thousand years ago...
i know its difficult to let go something which is already in ur possesion..
but really.. again.. life is just as many as one in one person..
so try things out..
but let say.. if u found something thats already 100% u want to keep it.. it really fufill ur needs and wants.. and its always is ur dream.. dont have any bad things u really wan.. den u should treasure it.. it is a must treasure.. dont ever let go..
if u found something that is 50 50.. den really.. let go... there is always something 100% out there.. trust or do not. this is the way my brain works..

another crapworks of derrick foo lup koon...


another crappicture........

Thursday, January 17, 2008

yahooooo

net surfing is always the best..
but never better than wave surfing
cool, tough, exciting, thrilling, dying act..
but life is just as many as one.. for one people
try things out as long as it is legal
it will not make ur life go wasted jz like that

Monday, January 14, 2008

Funniest Cartoon Ever

I've been looooong nvr laugh over cartoons
but this cartoon is especially suitable for children and adults
enjoy em kiddies and dopes







you can watch it more on www.youtube.com

masterpiece

take this, Haters...



-.-

Sunday, January 13, 2008

SAVE THE WORLD...

my big heart to Australian
they give where no other countries given
they make something big for the world
they are creating history
they going to tell us whats global warming and whats not to make it happen
On March 31 2007, Australia's largest city has taken initiative to switch off the lights.. 2.2million people switched off their lights for one hour..
and on coming 8.00p.m. March 29 2008, Australia urge the world to do with them, thats included you and me
do it or else the world will go kaboom..
imagine all the people living just for today
check this vid out


for more information please visit their official website
www.earthhour.org
sign up to receive more beneficial tips and tools to get you even more involved
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My One-eyed Mum

My mum only had one eye....she was such as embarrassment. She ran a shop at a flea market and collected little weeds and such to sell, anything for the money we needed

It was Parents Day at my school and she turned up. I was in Primary six then. How could she do this to me? I threw her a hateful look and ran out of my class.

The next day, my friends taunted me: "Your mum only has one eye!" When i went home, I confronted her and said, "Mum, why is it you don't have the other eye?" She did not respond. I guess i felt a little bad but at the same time, it felt good to think that i had said what i'd always wanted. She did not punish me; maybe that's why i didn't think that i had hurt her feelings.

That night, I woke up and went to the kitchen to have a drink. Mum was there, crying softly out of her one eye. I looked at her and went back to bed. Something pinched at the corner of my heart but i told myself that i would grow up and become successful because i hated our desperate poverty.

So i studied really hard and got a place in a foreign university. I graduated with good grades. I got married. I bought a new house and car. I was very happy with my success. I didn't like to think about my past. Until one day.....

What? Who's this? It was my old mother, still with her one eye. My little girl was scared of her and ran from the door.

"Who are you? I don't know you! How dare you come to my house and scare my daughter? Get out of here, now!" I screamed at her.

To this, mum quietly answered," Oh, I'm so sorry. I must have got the wrong address." And she disappeared from my sight. I was quite relieved that she hadn't recognized me.

I told myself that i had to forget this incident. One day, I received a letter about my school reunion. I told my wife that i was going on a business trip and headed back for the gathering.

Then, out of curiosity, I went down to the old shack that i used to call home. There i found my mother, lying alone on the cold floor. She had a piece of paper in her hand, addressed to me:

"My son, I think i have lived long enough. I won't visit you any more. But would it be too much to ask that you come and see me once in a while? I miss you so much. I was so happy when i heard you were coming back for the reunion. But i decided not to go to the school again. I'm so sorry i only have one eye and that this has always embarrassed you. You see, when you were only a small child, you had an accident and lost your eye. So, I gave you mine.... and I've always felt so proud that my son was seeing a whole new world with that one eye."

(found it in my sister's drawer.. just sharing it)

Please.. no more such case


the good side of bloggers

Saturday, January 12, 2008

ordinary without extra

thats what might ppl think..
but this is my ah gong 78 years old birthday..
he is my oni ah gong since my other yeh yeh has left me few years ago
ah gong is healthy, ah gong can drink, ah gong tells joke tells advice to me
ah gong.. i guess u inherited something to me, something already naturally with me..



PINK WITH LOVE
ouch ... pain pain .. my teeth
wtf.. all red color braces taken.. left pink.. FCUK
but BOO love em.. she kissed on each of every of them
with LOVE


FAREWELL YEAR 2 SEM 2..
to all the lecturers.. i love em so much.. especially those who awarded me A...
now i am going to my final on next week.. gosh... wth.. why do we need to go thru all tis MEMORIZED EXAM.. zzzzzzzzzzzz
anyway.. this is my top rated lecturer
MS THONG

Friday, January 11, 2008

MY MISTAKE

the CJ7 will be on malaysia on feb o7 o8 which is on the CHINESE NEW YEAR
cope it for what Stephen Chow will bring us on the special day

Sunday, January 6, 2008

MARCHING TO MARCH

most people probably is waiting
for the release of another works from stephen chow
after the much extra imagination from shaolin soccer
and incredible kungfu fighting in kungfu hustle
here comes
CJ7
a newly wholesome idea for chinese community
a trend that chinese people have to accept and have to put confidence in stephen chow production
and also ALIEN.. my favorite topic as y'll know.. lolx
coming to Malaysia on March 7 2008, Singapore on February 7 2008
and here is the trailer for those who wanted to get into the picture of imagination

FIXED MIND

they have good faith
they have good point
they think they judge they express it
they convincing they stressing they supporting
thats all those from opposition towards government
they dont like government, they finding faults of government
they dont like prime minister administration
they keep wanting more and more
but they never wanna publish the good side
they never wanna tell what good things happened under PM administration
and they never wanna be giving up doing all this
you as reader of internet, u have to judge yourself whenever u come across with this kinda of writer..
not to say they are bad, they just saying whats in their mind
they just want their rights
but..
think.. think.. and use ur brain to think
dont anyhow just nod and follow whatever ppl say
be it ur frenz, ur idol, ur best teacher, ur lover, ur families.
dont be FIXED MIND but think yaself

click here to know more about politics in malaysia, judge yourself and dont be head-crasher

or you can always get-updated by the link Their Individual Perception in my web

Saturday, January 5, 2008

complicated.......

actually dont judge the books by its cover
and never judge person by anything unless u really know them
some people may look innocent, but they are juz the baddest person
some look arrogant, but actually they are not wat they look like
in my point of view..
its a vice versa thingy..
they have good look, honest look, so what. they are not inside..
they have bad look, dishonest look, so wat. they are not inside..
the most important is your heart..
be yourself is the most important.. most ppl dont be themselves when they confront with strangers or not close people..
in my conclusion..
no matter how you kiddies look like.. never give up.. just go and do what your heart says it right
the payoff would be people really know what you are
and that really nothing more you can ask no more

Friday, January 4, 2008

red for 2008

red red red red
my whole head hair is red
things runnin in my body is red
the sun is hot hot sex red
chinese new year around the color, soon u will receive redsss
and my BOO jz RED.. hahahaha lolx


AM I READY?
i am ready....
i am ready to go out to do the things i like
i dont want to futher my study anywhere anymore
lecturer say im smart, my fren say im smart
but i just dont feel to be in education line
i wanna go out to expand myself
things i did when lecturer is lecturing

u can see how bored i am.......

Tuesday, January 1, 2008

this is way too funny and disgrace

-true jokes for the starting year-


I am the one in the sex DVD, says Chua (updated)

LABIS: Health Minister Datuk Seri Dr Chua Soi Lek admitted he is the politician in the sex DVDs circulating in Johor.

In a press conference here Tuesday, Dr Chua said the girl is his “personal friend”.

He apologised to the Malaysian public, his supporters and colleagues.

He said he did not make the tape himself.

Dr Chua said he will not resign over the sex DVDs. He will leave that up to Prime Minister Datuk Seri Abdullah Ahmad Badawi to decide.

“I have seen the Prime Minister, Deputy Prime Minister Datuk Seri Najib Tun Razak and MCA president Datuk Seri Ong Ka Ting and I have personally apologised to them,” he said while reading from a one-page statement during a press conference here Tuesday.

Dr Chua, who was clad in a yellow batik shirt, added that he had met up with Abdullah on Monday.

Asked about the reactions from Abdullah, Najib and Ong, he said that it was better to get a reaction from them as he cannot comment on their behalf.

Dr Chua vowed to continue carrying out his duties as a minister, MP and party leader.

Asked about his political future, Dr Chua said: “I leave it to my party members, leaders and the Malaysian public to be the judges. It's not for me to speculate.”

The sex DVDs, on two discs, show Dr Chua and a woman engaging in various sexual antics. The two DVDs had been circulating in Muar, Tangkak and Batu Pahat over the past few days.

The existence of the DVDs was first reported in the Chinese dailies on Sunday while a Bahasa Malaysia daily reported about it Monday.

Sources from TheStar newspaper