shut up if

sometimes i am too much on grumbling and sounded like counselor or holy people..
but who i am? i have nothing..
i am not successful, i still haven't show people that i am capable

its true.. why should people listen to you when you are a failure

for me.. people who still haven't achieve anything, is a failure
people who still haven't get respect truthfully inside...

i will shut my lips tight if necessary

I wanna prove to the world that i am different, i am stand out

i work twice harder, i think more deeper, i sacrifice more, i am just too much for a normal person

make sure your parents have a good life that you are able to give them while you still can

because we will never know what happens tomorrow

fulfill their unfulfilled dream

let say, they want a maid.. give them
let say, they drive old car, get them a new automated car
let say, they hardly walk in their room, buy them a bigger comfortable house
let say, they are bored in the house, buy them a nicest living room installed with LCD screen, finest stereo, Astro, Air-con
let say, they just living in Malaysia since their born, spend them travel (they have not as much as time as you do, please, life is just one, there is no take two)

So as long as you can work from now, go for it, find the bestest opportunity in a fastest legal way, work smarter, work harder

because you know only you have the chance to do this, its not your parents era anymore, its your world, its your time, its your bestest start

if you want to count it on your siblings, are you sure they will able to give this? are you even they can give, they will give? are you sure you won't feel guilty?

all is in your own, own hand...

take control over it, you know your parents can count on you