Sunday, July 27, 2008

Just Once



actually to be with the one u loved is a happy thing

What if, you love more than one people?

why do human keep wanting more?

isit correct of what we said money is the root of the evil?

isit money should be created at the very first time, first place

is this how exactly God wanted it to go in the beginning

would there be a massive changes in the way of human living in the future?

how to keep human satisfy?

why there are poor people in this world

and why there are extremely rich people in this world?

why cant all of us living in the same level?

peace is all we ever wanted

life of comfort is all what we are aiming

love and to be loved

happy and satisfy, who wouldnt aiming it?

even the richest and the poorest has this same motive..

some people are rich, but they dun get satisfy, peace, love, everything thats comfort..

some people are poor but they think rich can buy them all these

this is a concept that will never change in today's world

God.. save this humanity please

Sunday, July 20, 2008

Death and the meaning of life

By CELINE S.W. TANG

Sometimes, it takes a big loss to remind us how much we have, and how much we should appreciate it while we have it.

RECENTLY, my friend lost her father. I stared in disbelief at the receiver in my hand as I digested the news, hoping that it was just a bad joke but it was not.

Memories came flooding back of the time I lost my beloved grandfather, two years earlier.

He had gone for a heart bypass operation after complaining of chest pains.

I remember watching him pack his clothes, getting ready to be sent to the hospital. He walked out of the house together with my father and got into the car.

I did not know then that he would not be coming home.

The day before the operation, my mother had to feed him his dinner. It was the first and last time she fed him as that was also to be his last meal.

On the morning of the operation, we all went to the hospital. I remember that it was a gloomy Friday morning and school was closed for a holiday.

When we reached my grandfather’s ward, he was prepared but looked nervous and worried.

We accompanied him as he was pushed to the operating theatre and said our goodbyes but my father told us to say “see you later” instead. I did not think that it made any difference then.

Later in the evening, we visited him in the intensive care unit (ICU) ward after the operation. He was hooked up to various tubes and life support machines and he looked so frail and weak.

We had to take turns to see him. We went home in the hope that he would be in a stable condition the next day.

The next morning when we visited him, he was conscious but in so much pain. He fidgeted so much and struggled to take out the oxygen mask to talk to us. He was told to rest and was later sedated.

Over the next few days, we spent our nights and days in the hospital as he had to undergo more operations to his stomach and kidney due to some complications.

My grandfather was always a strong man, mentally and physically. He fought hard to live and he survived the two operations.

We felt helpless and had only words of encouragement everyday. “You can do it, stay strong,” we encouraged him.

When we were told that his chances of survival were slim, our relatives from Penang and Singapore came to visit him.

In the early hours of Oct 27, 2006, the dreaded call rang from the hospital. We had to rush to see him for the last time.

My grandfather lay there, so still and pale next to the machines. His fingers were swollen and the tips were black.

As we stood by his side, holding his unresponsive hands, rivers of tears flowed. We told him that he could still do it, to stay strong and we filled him with encouraging words to live.

However, in that moment of truth, we realised that we had to end his suffering. It was time to release him and the encouraging words were not the words he waited to hear.

He was always a proud man with strong principles and always fought for his rights. We knew he was losing the battle due to his heart.

He knew, too, that had he lived on, he would not be the same man who would be on his own two feet with his head held high.

He also loved us too much for us to be burdened with a bed-ridden, dependent, old man.

We finally relented and told him, “We will understand this most difficult decision that you have to make and we love you just the same. We apologise for any wrongdoings on our part and we forgive you, too.”

We told him to give us a sign if he could hear us and miraculously, a tear rolled down from his eyes. There were no last words but we understood. Minutes later, at 6.40am, he left us, looking relaxed and peaceful.

We do not know when our loved ones will leave us. As teenagers, we will often have arguments with our siblings or our parents, but no matter what, they still love us and we still love them. Therefore, we have to leave our loved ones with loving words, always.

My grandfather is gone but his memories lives on. He was not a wealthy man but he left behind a precious gift — Life, with a new beginning and new meaning.

From him, I learned to understand life better, to cherish what I have and to treasure the people around me.

Taken from thestar.com.my

Thursday, July 17, 2008

IMAGINE the unimaginable!!!







Suddenly i have the burst to say this

God give us brain to think.. a lot of things

and eventually is everything

don't forget that we have the ability to imagine

I wonder why God do let us to imagine..

and my possible answer is that..

everything that could be imagined is something that could be possible to be happening..

anyone agree? disagree?

you see... the world today.. everything possible today, is something that is not happening in the past

could u imagine of flying?

i think everyone of us did

and that could be happening if one day something happen to our gravity system =)

MY BIGGEST DREAM..

i wish i could go to other planets other than Earth..

i mean go there just have a walk.. experience.. feel lolz

and see things that no one has ever seen before

I could imagine of that!!!

and it will come true.. definitely~

Monday, July 14, 2008

shut up if








sometimes i am too much on grumbling and sounded like counselor or holy people..
but who i am? i have nothing..
i am not successful, i still haven't show people that i am capable

its true.. why should people listen to you when you are a failure

for me.. people who still haven't achieve anything, is a failure
people who still haven't get respect truthfully inside...

i will shut my lips tight if necessary

I wanna prove to the world that i am different, i am stand out

i work twice harder, i think more deeper, i sacrifice more, i am just too much for a normal person

make sure your parents have a good life that you are able to give them while you still can

because we will never know what happens tomorrow

fulfill their unfulfilled dream

let say, they want a maid.. give them
let say, they drive old car, get them a new automated car
let say, they hardly walk in their room, buy them a bigger comfortable house
let say, they are bored in the house, buy them a nicest living room installed with LCD screen, finest stereo, Astro, Air-con
let say, they just living in Malaysia since their born, spend them travel (they have not as much as time as you do, please, life is just one, there is no take two)

So as long as you can work from now, go for it, find the bestest opportunity in a fastest legal way, work smarter, work harder

because you know only you have the chance to do this, its not your parents era anymore, its your world, its your time, its your bestest start

if you want to count it on your siblings, are you sure they will able to give this? are you even they can give, they will give? are you sure you won't feel guilty?

all is in your own, own hand...

take control over it, you know your parents can count on you

Saturday, July 12, 2008

Graduation Day

Thank you Ashley!

Tuesday, July 8, 2008

LOVE







what love is it to me?
personally i think love is a wonderful thing
it changes everything
no matter who you are, you need love, or else you will have mental problem
to love is nothing
to be loved is something
to love and to be loved is everything

and i believe in a phrase.. "love yourself before you love anything else"

and i believe love don't sees appearance

no matter you are fat, ugly, short, thin, handicapped, or different races.. love will blind all that

I strongly believe, girls are from love planet, they really really love a person if they love a person.. and they won't be thinking anything else

For guys, there are from earth planet, where everything can take place, no matter how deep, how true, how crazy a guy likes a gal, believe me, sometimes they still will sees girls around... not to say they do not love their girl, but this is our nature

And for girls, no matter what the guys did, girls still forgive them if true love exist

Girls are emotional, guys are rational.. agree?

Love can be proved when.. they can still understand even without a word spoken

Love can be proved when.. there are no sexual contact but still can be real happy

Love can be proved when.. you can be all yourself to each other

Once you found some people like this, you will be smiling all your way B-)

Sunday, July 6, 2008

When things seem not right







Am i too much on grumbling?
or are you all still hoping i will post advices?
when things seem not right?
its normal
successful people don't just always successful
the more failure they have, the more chances of being successful
this is for sure.. for example
the more girls you chase, the more girls you get
the more money you make, of course your money will growing bigger
the more post u posted, the more people will come to your blog
the more sales call you made, the more chances you getting sales
the more effort you put in, the more outcome you get
the more failure you face, the more chances of being successful
and words ain't easier than actions
so start moving up when things seem not right
there are always obstacle, to the road of success.. it wont be a straight road
it crosses mountain, damps, rivers, seas, universe
it turn left, turn right, it get narrows, it get wider
there are holes, there are dogs, there are road blocks
there are rainbows, there are kind people, there are bad people
there are rains, there are sunshine
and it will takes you to a place you've been setting it up

words wont be better than action, words wont be better than watching a movie

i strongly encourage my readers who never watch "Pursuit of Happyness", by Will Smith to watch it

Thursday, July 3, 2008

Be a real individual






Over billion of peoples around the world..
how to become a stand out and be different?
in your very own way, very own style, very own road that no one taken before
the main key is.. follow what your heart says
don't listen to what people said
act according to what your mind said
be focused, aim, and go for it
truthfully, i very respect for people who have their own style
its always feel difference to have these people around
where we respect each others in their way and how they respect you in return
never look down on people, give them some time and think over it
building the best of you is how you think about it!